Playing catch up

So me and a few friends got into it and it got ugly..... Long story we have stop talking about two weeks. I know that's not a long time but we you see these people and y'all not talking it start to do something to you .. We basically have all the same classes and I just don't understand how I friendship got here but it is what it is .. And when I went to work today I dial one of those friends I'm not talking to and got her voicemail and realize that I really miss them but I just hung up and start feeling sad.

 

 I'm in love with my shift leader😍😚😘❤ he is so fine and I think he starting to catch on because now when I look at him he just rolls his eyes which has hurt my feelings a few time but it ok😕 I miss being a kid

A Fresh New Start

So today has been an okay day . The reason why I have not posted in the last view days was because I didn't have an Internet service.... Hopefully the rest of the day will go as well because I'm at work and temptation is everywhere . I work at a grocery store and I look at candy(one of my biggest problems) at every minute an hour. 😔I'm kinda sad that I really don't have any friends anymore but I guess they leave for a good reason I'm not going to stress about it .... I'm going to weigh myself next Friday to see if I lost any weight. I have changed my diet drastic and I'm looking to see a change soon!!!

Coming to my senses

Today was the first time in a long time that I actually weighed myself and I wanted to cry....😭😭 I am 255 pounds and I'm just 18!!!! I'm a senior in high school and I am obese . So today I made a blog and I'm going to start documenting my life for now on .👏 Starting tomorrow I will become a new woman💁